Ya, so this is a sugar cube that i always keep, and never send out, dedicated to my boss.
I have wrote sugar cube for every EB in Appraisal Night, the only 2 person that i failed to do so--Guo Zhang and Wei Jun. I did not write for Wei jun is because i really not close to him, there is not much memory shared between us, (basically he admited that he is not close to anyone in the team), and personally i do not write fake wish for people, so i rather not to write anything for him; as for my boss, Guo Zhang, i did not write for him because i don't know what to write for him, don't ask me why, i will answer you "i don't know".
Zhang,
Being the most important person and the person i respect the most in EB team, there are so many thing that i would like to thank you for, although you might not remember.
July--thank you for telling me i am a better FA than Ooi, thank you for the trust when i even lost the faith on myself.
Oct--thank you for telling people that i am overload, because i will never tell people so even i know i cannot tahan anymore.
Dec--thank you for knowing that i am not ok, although i tell u 'there is nothing, i am ok', thank you for building up my belief towards FA.
Jan--thank you for making me cry out in front of you, this cry out release my sadness after reading Loh's sugar cube since MyLDS.
Mar--this is the thing that i do not have an idea how to start with. Basically after i failed the election, i keep telling myself to hold on my tears from rolling down, and congrats the other candidates first. Then suddenly you come, give me a hug that is totally out of my expectation, and for the first time, i feel something from your hug--you knew that i am going to fail, you just want to tell me that:"it's ok to fail",haha, like a father.
Apr--Thank you the the award, ya you are right i will never expect about it, just like i will never expect you being rude to me that time.
Don't tell me that i am a good FA, because it will make me cry in front of you (i did so when Alif tell me this,haiz..embarassing betul), i shine, because you never give me up.
So, it has come to the end of our term, i always hope to be close with you but we aren't, and to me this will be the end of our interaction since we only interact with each other for AIESEC issue. Well i guess i will give up the chance to be teammate with you again, Alif approached to me and said that there will be 4th round of MC application if i want to run for FA, but most probably i will not run again. So all the best for your MC term, i believe you will make more people shine^^
p/s: can we be more than just teammate? (this is the first sugar cube you wrote for everyone, and franfly said i hate the feeling to end our interaction now!)
How i wish i can put 1 picture of me and him here to represent the post, but we did not took any picture together before this, see how far is the relationship between me and my boss, lol.
